Back From Boston

Mia had her appointment today with Dr. Lopez. However, before we even got to the appointment, we had some challenges at home...

Mia woke up this morning and was crying. I went down to her room and she was holding onto the side of her bed, crying and saying, "Momma, I can't walk!" So, I immediately put her in a warm bath to alleviate the pain. Afterwards, she still wasn't able to walk. So, we loaded up the car and headed into Boston. I am SO glad we had an appointment today. Otherwise, I think we would have needed to schedule an emergency appointment for her.

When the doctor came in to see her he could tell right away her knee was very swollen. We told him how we had weaned her off the medicine too fast and gave him the update as far as when we started her back on the Naproxen and when the flare started. After examining her, he concluded that:

1. She will need to have her knee drained. They are looking to schedule the appointment for early Monday morning (5/4/09). Since the procedure is painful, and not one that a small child can endure awake, they will have to put her to sleep for it. They will be draining as much fluid as they can from her knee and injecting a steroid into her knee. Dr. Lopez said the steroid should help her anywhere from 3-6 months up to a year. She has never had this procedure done before (NOTE TO ANY JRA MOMS OUT THERE: any feedback would be greatly appreciated!).

2. New medicine. They are switching her from 7.5ml of Naproxen 2x a day to 11.5ml of Ibuprofen 3x a day. Dr. Lopez feels that the Naproxen is no longer working for Mia. She has been on it for the last three weeks and her condition has only gotten worse. So, the Naproxen is no longer helping.

3. Inflammation in one eye (uveitis). Dr. Lopez examined her eyes and said there is a "density" or "thickening" in her right eye. I told him she was just examined on April 17th by Dr. Zuckerman and she reported there was no inflammation in her eye. However, they did not dilate her eyes at this past appointment and Dr. Lopez said they should be doing it every time she goes. Also, her flare occured right after her last appointment. So, either they missed it or it wasn't there until afterwards. So, we are going BACK to see Dr. Zuckerman this Friday (5/1) to have her dilated Mia's eyes and check again. Results from this past visit and the one this Friday will be sent to Dr. Lopez for his review.

4. Leg brace. We can't get her fitted for a brace or have her use a brace until we get the swelling down. Once that goes down, then she can be fitted again to wear a brace on her leg again at night to help keep her leg straight.

5. Scan-o-gram. Mia had another scan-o-gram done today after meeting with Dr. Lopez. She's such a pro now! She went in with her daddy, they said "cheese" during the "picture taking" and when she left the room, she took her Daddy's hand and said, "So ANYWAYS....let's go see my Mum!" Like I said, SUCH A PRO!!

6. Blood work. They did more blood work again today. Unfortunately, we've gone there so many times now that this time Mia knew where we were and what the lady in the other room was going to do to her. She was not thrilled. I will get the results back in the next day or so and find out what her sed rate is, etc.

Phew! I think that is it! So, we are going back to what we kn ow and what worked for her at the very beginning of all this - switching her medicine, very restricted diet and cod liver oil. For now, I am taking her off eggs again to see if that helps. Right now, I am just trying to make her as comfortable as possible for the next few days until she has this procedure done to remove the fluid from her knee.

Do we feel discouraged? Nah. We've already been down that road. There's no point to it! If anything, we feel empowered. We have another battle to fight. We have fought it once before and we'll fight it again. We have seen Mia arthritis-free! We got a good report several months ago that there was "no evidence of arthritis in her body." We are holding onto that good report. We will not remain here, but we will go through it! We are surrounded by the best doctors and therapists and our wonderful family and friends who are always supporting us with prayers and encouraging words (THANK YOU!!!). Most importantly, God is her healer. So, we shall overcome!!

One Step At A Time

Mia had her physical therapy appointment with Mary this morning. First thing Mary said when she saw her knee was that it looks larger than it has ever looked, even larger than it was at her initial evaluation. My heart sunk. To confirm her evaluation, she had Kathy, the other PT who saw Mia when she was first diagnosed, come in to take a look at her knee. Kathy said the same thing. Her knee is hard as a rock and very knobby looking. Usually when there is fluid on or near her knee Mary is able to massage it away, pushing the fluid away from her kneecap. However, it is almost like the fluid is tucked underneath the kneecap in an unreachable spot...and that it is hardening?? Or there is an overgrowth of cartilage. Weird. All I know is it is BIG.

Mary was concerned that she may need to have her knee drained. My heart sunk even further. She has never had this procedure done and I am praying that she won't have to. But, that is something for the rheumatologist to decide.

As far as her range goes, zero being normal, she is back at -10. That's quite a jump back after being between -2 and 0 for such a long time. When the measured her at her initial diagnosis, her knee was bent at -20 degrees. In November 2007, after one month of being on the naproxen, GF-DF-EF diet and cod liver oil, we were able to get her knee down to -10 degrees. So, we know what works, we just need to buckle down, again, and do it! Fast!

The other concern both Kathy and Mary had was that the length of her left leg is measuring longer than her right. This is a common side effect with JRA - the joint affected tends to cause that leg to grow faster than it should, resulting in legs of different length and muscle wasting. Mia's scan-o-gram back in June 2008 showed that her left leg was measuring 1cm longer than the right. It is now measuring 2cm longer than the right. So, Mary suggested we talk to Dr. Lopez about putting a "lift" inside Mia's right shoe in order to balance her out and to prevent her hips and back from being affected due to the difference in the length of her legs.

During PT, Mary iced Mia's knee for about 15 minutes and then tried to get Mia to climb the stairs (three steps up, three steps down). Mia placed her right foot on the step (in order to protect her left) and then refused to go any futher. She begged Mary to hold her hand and help her up the stairs. We tried to encourage Mia to do it on her own, but she started to cry and said she needed help because it was going to hurt. So, in the end, Mary helped Mia climb up and down the stairs. And, just like she used to do in the beginning, Mia would go up with the right and come down with the left, allowing her right side to do most of the work in order to protect the inflammed joint.

At the end of the appointment, Mary suggested we call Dr. Lopez's office to get Mia's appointment moved up from May 7th to a.s.a.p. I called them today and he is going to see her on Tuesday, April 28 in the morning at the Boston office. She also highly suggested aquatic therapy. I need to get a referal from her pediatrician for it, but we do have a place nearby that does aquatic therapy for children. As for physical activity, it needs to be limited - no jumping, riding bikes, etc. I am thinking, "Great...how do you keep a child from doing the things they love to do?".

We are taking each day as it comes, one step at a time. Mia has one more PT appointment before we meet with Dr. Lopez on Tuesday. We are really trying to work at getting that knee down before he sees her. I am already preparing myself as it could be a long appointment on Tuesday - more blood work, possible ultrasounds, etc. We will see what he says.

On a more positive note, we are going to be having some GREAT weather this weekend. So, in order to make things as normal as possible for her, I am hoping to get the kids outside a bit and maybe take them for some walks...in the stroller, of course. Fresh air is always a good thing, especially for mommies. :)

More to come on Monday after her next PT appointment. Stay tuned...

A Million Questions

Was it too much sugar?

Was it because she went off the medicine too fast?

Was it the rainy weather?

A million questions fill my head, along with a million reasons why I HATE JRA.

With that said, it is official...I have returned to this blog. As most of my readers know, this is my personal online journal. I write to keep track of what is going on with Mia and how JRA is affecting her body. I write to keep myself encouraged. And, I write to inform others to ask them to pray for our little girl.

While I enjoy writing, I must admit...I was thrilled to be able to take a break from this blog. Mia had been doing soooo well for soooo long. And, now this...her second flare:

(left knee swollen from JRA.
also, bony overgrowth of cartilage
on the inside of her knee from the arthritis)

The first flare happened back in November of 2007. We worked HARD to get the inflammation down in her body. Just thinking about all the tests, medicines, MRI, therapy sessions, ultrasounds, leg braces, elbow wraps overwhelms for me...so I won't go there. We know what we have ahead of us. Most importantly, we know what to do to get the inflammation down in her joints.

For those of you who have no idea what juvenile rheumatoid arthritis is it is an autoimmune disease, meaning that white blood cells lose the ability to tell the difference between the body's own healthy cells and harmful invaders like bacteria and viruses. The immune system, which is supposed to protect the body from these harmful invaders, instead releases chemicals that can damage healthy tissues and cause inflammation and pain.

At her initial diagnosis when she was 22 months old, her right elbow, left knee, right ankle and several toes were inflamed and swollen. She had a hard time straightening her leg and would drag it when she walked. She could not straighten her right arm all the way either. But, once we put her on a gluten-free, dairy-free, eggless diet and started giving her a teaspoon of Carlson's Norwegian Cod Liver Oil once a day we saw immediate results. It took a little more than a year and then we we finally received the good news from her doctor - "no evidence of arthritis in her body." (I am holding onto that good report because I believe she will get there again!)

Fast forward to today.

In the last week or so, we noticed some swelling again in her knee. So, when I dropped her off for school today I informed her teachers so they would be aware of any discomfort she may be experiencing. I specifically told them if she was going to have any problems it would be after nap time. With JRA, when a child has a TON of activity and no period of rest (like a full morning at school) and then lays down to take a nap (on the floor) after several hours of activity, the joint(s) affected tend to swell up, creating a very painful situation when the child wakes up.

And that is what happened today.

I got the call at 3:00 p.m., right after nap time, that I should come get Mia because she was in crying and saying her knee hurt. When I came to get her she was limping. So, I took her home immediately and put her in a warm bath to try to ease any pain/discomfort she was having. The rest of the evening was filled with tears.

Luckily, Mia has an appointment tomorrow morning with Mary, her physical therapist. We haven't visited with Mary since November 2008, so it will be very nice to see her. Mia LOVES Mary!! We are very blessed to have found such an awesome physical therapist. Mary is the best!

We have an appointment scheduled for May 7, 2009 to meet with Dr. Lopez, Mia's rheumatologist. She has been going to Dr. Lopez since she was 22 months old. Our goal at PT this week and next is to get the swelling down before her appointment with Dr. Lopez.

So, we are back to a very restricted diet for Mia - no gluten, no dairy, no sugar. Wow...every toddler's dream diet!! Poor girl! I am even considering taking her off of eggs again if the swelling does not go down soon. Mia LOVES eggs, so we shall see.

Please keep Mia in your prayers. We will continue to stand on the scriptures I posted in the beginning of this journey and believe for a complete healing for our daughter.

"They have no struggles; their bodies are healthy and strong." (Psalm 73:4, NIV)

Back To The Drawing Board!

As you may remember, we received a very good report from Mia's rheumatologist back in December regarding her JRA. He said there was no evidence of arthritis in her body and said we could start weaning her off of the naproxen. Overjoyed with this wonderful news, we did something very, very stupid - we let our guard down. Her rheumatologist said the weaning process would take three to six months. We did it too fast.

We were fairly consistent in January. When February came, we started to slip up missing doses here and there until she was completely off the meds the entire month of March. During that time I added white potatoes back into her diet and she has had more white sugar than she normally does. Jellybeans and peeps are a huge fave in our family. Darn Easter!! :)

I think it was a combination of several things - we were tired, exhausted and worn out from the various doctor appointments, therapy appointments and daily medications we were giving Mia. We needed a break. I needed a break. The previous year had been such a horrible one for our family and when we received this bit of hope, we breathed a huge sigh of relief thinking everything was over. The other side of it was we were curious to see how she would do with out the meds and just on the diet alone. Guess we know now, don't we...

Mia had her eye appointment today with Dr. Zuckerman. While she got a good report about her eyes, her doctor took a look at her left knee and wanted to know what happened. So, I admitted to her that we slacked, but told her she is back on the meds again. She warned me about how easy it is for uveitis (inflammation in the eyes) to suddenly pop up out of nowhere when a child is having a flare. She said she's seen it too many times in patients, especially young girls with JRA.

So, that's where we are at. Mia is back on naproxen twice a day, cod liver oil once a day, and we will be starting up physical therapy again. We will also be meeting with her rheumatologist this month...and, hopefully, we won't get scolded for our stupidity.

Well, friends, that is the latest news in our journey...we are smack in the middle of Round Two with JRA. At least we know what to do this time around. Now, we just need to get Mia's inflammation down and get her back to feeling better. Please continue to keep her in your prayers (and us, too)!